I got home last Friday evening from nearly a month out of town, and oh my god did I hit the ground running. It has been so nonstop busy since I got home all day, all night, and overnights of being woken up all through the night by clients, that I got virtually nothing done with my MKMMA homework and could, for the first time, honestly tell the Gal in the Glass that I did my best, there just literally was not a free moment in the chaos. Through it all, some of the MKMMA principles stuck with me. The “Do it now” affirmation has been life changing, and so many times now, I feel a deep compulsion to just take care of things right away I would have put off in the past, and it makes my life SO much easier! The relief I feel when I come across something that I have already done for myself is just amazing, and I love myself for doing it!
And through the chaos, exhaustion, and frustration of this week, rather than feeling despair, I felt compelled. It was just further confirmation that what I am doing now is NOT what I want to be doing long-term, and I was comforted by the fact that I had the MKMMA principles, exercises, and plan behind me to be working to create something different for myself so I don’t have to KEEP experiencing this level of exhaustion and chaos! Things will start leveling off tomorrow, and I am very excited to get back into the comforting rhythm of the MKMMA work, knowing I am working daily to build the me who will be giving me the peaceful, harmonious life I want. Can’t wait!